We
all want something. Probably we all
want different things, but there are some universal desires
that can properly be called needs, and
they’re not just essentials like food and shelter. We need to know that our
lives have value to ourselves and others, and that we are capable of giving
and receiving love. This is not simple, however, and the quest can often be
uncertain or destructive. Understanding does not always come easily; some
of the greatest mysteries are the human urges that we carry within ourselves.
How
we long to throw off the shackles of timidity and
the tiresome need for approval and
to dance ecstatically! How we long
to love what we do and do what we love, and be loved by others in the process! Lizards
and bees and wild asters and even boulder-shaped holes in canyon walls know
exactly what they need to restore them to wholeness. We humans,
on the other hand, are driven to search, on and relentlessly on,
for the great Other we
can scarcely fathom and feel sure we will recognize the instant we
find it or it finds us and folds us in its warm embrace.
--from The World Is a Waiting Lover
Trebbe Johnson of
Thompson, PA is a poet and video-maker and a “passionate explorer of outer
as well as inner frontiers”. “The World Is
a Waiting Lover: Desire and the Quest for the Beloved” is not
a self-help book, although many people will draw guidance from it. It is a personal story
of one woman’s striving and an examination of human needs and desires seen
in the light of myth and belief and measured by the standards of modern psychology. Trebbe
confronts the yearning to “live with fearless authenticity” and to find links
within life’s conflicting drives.
“The World Is a Waiting Lover” has its origin in Trebbe’s infatuation
with a much younger man who had told her of his love. She was already well-schooled
in human interaction and the search for meaning, and happily married, but a
new attraction beckoned her. From this experience (which could easily have
wrecked the life of a less insightful individual) she came to see longing everywhere. Her
new book draws on many sources of myth and tradition, from classical
Greek legend to the Indian deity Krishna and the temptation of Jesus in the desert,
to a consideration of physical beauty inspired by the image of the actress Myrna Loy.
For those seeking practical guidance, Trebbe Johnson conducts
excursions into the natural world and into the unfinished parts of the human
psyche. Her Vision Arrow vision quests are
literally trips into a wilderness (the Arizona desert, Rocky Mountains,
the Burren of Ireland, the Endless Mountains of Pennsylvania), with
a mixture of
solitude and sharing, “withdrawing from the community into wild nature in order
to gain clarity and receive insight”.
On December 13th OFF THE PAGE turns
to literature for young people when Lee
Welles of Corning visits to tell about “Gaia Girls Enter the Earth”, a new book
that begins a series on friendship, courage
and trust, and protection of the natural
environment.